Xiyad Asytar Hasnul Efendi.... Hehehe..Tu kalau ikut Initial tu jadi XAHE. Hmm..cara gak. Ekekeke. Hari ni masuk hari ke 4 aku jadi seorang ayah. Kadang macam percaya, kadang tetiba rasa cam mimpi. Bila tengok sekujur kecil tubuh Xiyad tu, dengan tangan dua2 terbuka gaya orang bina badan nak tunjuk bicep, kaki plak terkangkang macam huruf n, macam-macam perasaan timbul. Orang kata kalau anak orang, ko jenis minat budak memang...

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Today was the first time I handled Xiyad for his 2nd bathing time. Yesterday my MIL was the one doing it while I was away to bury Xiyad's Uri. Xiyad was shrieking and crying the whole bathing process. Cembam was assisting me. It's like knowledge transfer process to her as well. Cembam cannot handle the cry. She feels so pity to him. So I...

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It's the beginning of the 3rd day for Xiyad, trying to open his senses to his surrounding, opening his sepet eyes every now and then trying to grasp what is actually happening around him. Those touches that sometimes feel so cold, so warm, so itchy and those fragrances which keep on changing, those sounds which sometimes so loud, so high pitch and those warm presence that makes him calm. Everytime I look at him, I keep on wondering...

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Okeh..sambungan journal kelahiran anak sulung kami =]. Bila epidural tu dah abes and katanya tak tambah..mmg cuak la si Cembam. Aku pn dok imagine dari 5,6 cm tak rasa pape skali dh nk bersalin ni baru rasa..mak haiii..menggelejat la Cembam weh. Tapi bila ada sorang lagi misi masuk dia kata "kena tambah"..lega kami. Tp berpandangan le juga....

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First of all, aku nak ucapkan terima kasih pada semua rakan2 with all your warm wishes pada kami bertiga, yang selama ni mendokan kesejahteraan kami. Kami sekeluarga sangat-sangat menghargainya. Sehingga ke Hari Rabu lepas, Cembam takde mengadu rasa sakit perut nk beranak. Malah contraction tu rasa camne pn kami tak berapa pasti. Tapi kami ikut kata orang kalau perut tegang tu le contraction. Dan disebabkan Cembam rileks je, pagi...

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