Diam tak diam dh nk dekat dh my big day. Bila dipk balik..."eh, nak kawin dh ke?". Tapi kalau hari lain plak pikir..."eish..akhirnya kawin gak aku..asek orang lain je kawen". Ahahaha. Kesimpulannya, apa benda pn kalau pk banyak kali..sengal juga la usus.

Semalam Cembam meseg aku, tanya pasal panggilan yg perlu dipanggil bila dh kawin. Kata cembam kalau panggil abang..biasa sangat. Hubby, B..tu sume dh besa. Lagi pulak adik aku yang baru kwin tu pn guna yg sama juga. Jadi aku suh dia pk kan la..aku tknak bagi idea..saja nk tgok apa yg ada dalam kepala dia tu.

"Aku panggil Ling je ek..tp kang tak baper dengar. Bagi la idea nk panggil apa"

"apa kata panggil kacak?"

"Alaaa..kacak sangat ke??? betul2 la. Ko lak nak panggil aku apa?"

"Laling tu dh ok dah. Aku? Aku panggil ko Cembam je la"

"Aku panggil laling bila takde orang ek..kalau depan mak ayah aku panggil Ling je"

"Ahhh..apa plak..panggil penuh la Laling..kalau tak aku merajuk, buat2 tak dengar je ko panggil"

"Siut ar ko..segan la. Mana aci ko panggil aku cembam je"

"Ko ingat aku tak segan nk panggil ko cembam depan orang?"

"Ekekeke..ye ah?"

Macam ni lah kami selalunya..kadang ntah pape yg disembangkan.kadang ada makna. Tp yg bestnya..kitorg dh subscribe maxis family plan. Antara kami, call n meseg mmg free lah. Tapi..baru semalam Cembam call aku saja2..ahaha. Tu pn sebab aku tak balas meseg. Aku mmg tak penah lagi call dia saje2. Lenkali la aku call..ekekeke.

Kami harap dimudahkan la usaha nk dirikan masjid ni..walaupun masjid tk berpaku je pun..ahahaha

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Cembam ngan adik bongsu beliau..Ekal depan masjid kristal..

Skang ni tgh sibuk mencari butik yg menyediakan baju2 pengantin yg menarik hati kami. Cembam dok carik dari hati utk mekap pakej skali mana yg best. Yg penting mekap tu tahan lama smpi ke petang so tkyah nk tacap lagi kalau2 leh ada masa utk outdoor fotografi. Tp rasanya cm kena ada gak kalau nk smyg zuhur nnt camne??

Mmg dh besa aku gi kenduri kawin..so far satu majlis je yg aku nmpk pengantin dia smyg zuhur. Yg lain aku rasa anggap darurat kot..hmm..harapnya mmg leh kategorikan sbg darurat la.

Tema warna so far belah Cembam amek turqoise..and belah aku ungu..adik aku dn suami dia akan mengenakn ungu cerah sebab hubby dia gelap skit..n kami akan amek ungu gelap..alhamdulillah..kulit kami ni cerah juga la..so boleh la kenakan warna gelap

Adik pn tgh berkira2 bjet...sama cm aku. Mana yg boleh di jimat..kita kasi jimat..Harapnya berjalan lancar la..

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Malam Cembam balik dari Penang dengan kuarga dia, unfortunately keta serena yg byk berjasa tu kondem..terus mati..rupa2nya lupa cek air..kering kontang. Dh biar kan cool balik n isi air...tp takleh start gak. Masa tu aku baru je balik dr kenduri Farqhad amek gambar kat S.Alam. Cembam call mintak amek dia n adik2 sbab mmg keta tu nk kena tow. Tgh tggu keta pakcik tp rasanya tak muat sume kuarga dia.

So aku mandi2 terus pecut ke Tol Hospital Sg Buloh. Smpi2 sume dh macam pelarian berbaju kurung. Salam2 ayah Cembam, maka Cembam, mak dia, Haikal n Ateh ikut keta aku. So terus lalu MRR2 utk hantar diorg ke Bangi. Dlm kul 12 gak smpi ke Bangi.

Malam esoknya Ayah cembam ajak makan malam sama n Cembam nk pinjam keta..so aku pn pi la..layan sate kajang ngan family Cembam. Then Cembam, Ateh n Haikal ikut aku anta balik aku ke rumah n amek keta. Diorg lepak KL smpi la keta ayah Cembam siap rabu petang. Diorg anta keta ke umah n terus balik ganu lalu LDP. Huhu..

Itu la pertemuan pendek lepak2 ngan kuarga Cembam. Kisah pergi ganu itu ari tak apdet2 lagi..lenkali la..hehehe.

Skang barang2 hantaran dh setel. Tinggal nk setelkan borang2 yg diperlukan. Masuk bulan satu aku stat setelkan la satu2..ehehehe. Cembam sangat considerate..sayang nye ikhlas. Sanggup Cembam tak mintak duit hantaran dia...suh aku pakai utk kenduri. Tp aku janji akan bagi gak walaupn lambat n lepas kawin. Lepas dia komfem dengan keputusan dia..aku pn senang ati..tkyah susah2 pinjam duit bank yg kena interest plak..huhu..Amiiinnn..untung dapat Cembam.

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Huhu...Just get back from a serious once and ever shopping spree with my fiancee Cembam!! Y.E .S!!! Yeahhh..It's like the only day I am able to know how's the feeling of those ladies, those shopaholics and those wives who gets the privilege to just swipe their husband's credit card without any worries or hesitation. OMG!! It's terrifying OK!!!

I was able to PickNSwipe the whole day because I've set my mind that it would be the only day to do it and it wont happen again in the future. I use my credit card to buy all of our stuffs because I thought I might get some rebate by using it. Not much I think but better than nothing right??

Right after we finished our shopping for the day, we went to the nearest deposit machine and 'paid' the amount of the usage for the day by cash. You need discipline when it comes to credit card usage. If not, you would never realized the moment you were plunged into a pile of debt and misery. Ah, forgot to let you know that the shopping was intended for our wedding gifts. Ahhh~~ It's nice to have the experience to shop freely. Cembam said my face was soo sparkling..everytime I get to buy my stuffs. Ekekekeke!!! Well, being a very thrifty person like me whom would always ended up not dining in secret recipe and just went to Nasi campur stall to not waste unnecessary money for unnecessary things..I was surely enjoying the day..Heee!!!

Dont know why my face wasn't that sparkling..maybe because I'm not the type that would shop like this??ekekeke

heee..Cembam was so happyy

I can't googled the pics of Cembam's stuff. But I managed to googled mine. We have agreed with 9 balas 7 (means the girl would give 9 gifts and the guy would give 7 gifts to themselves). Here are my 9 dulang (9 kind of gifts that would be usually put on a tray as a malay custom).

Huwaa..can't wait to wear this one as the one I'm using now has reached it's 3rd years being under my feet..hehehe

Tennis shoes. But with yellow stripe. I dont think it's the same model. But it looks almost the same. The one I'm using right now has starting to worn out mostly on the sole

For my takraw or leisure shoes..I lied..takraw shoes as I always prefer sandal for leisure. Except mine is grey one. Dont wanna buy white one anymore. Senang kotor.

The last and only new jacket or sweater that I bought was my red Cheetah sweater when I was 18 year-old during my college day. I know you wont believe and yes it still looks like new. I'm a very careful user..=]. The rest was bought from bunde that were less than Rm10. So this nike jacket surely makes me warrmmmm

My first cap!!! I only got mine now from a friend. Huhu..But the one we bought is with a red stripe. Cembam chose it for me.

My adidas t-shirt. It goes with the same tray as the cap. Means the cap n this shirt is considered one gift. The last time I bought a t-shirt was during the last Hari Raya Puasa


My first gift we bought. 1.5TB external harddisk for my pictures...yeahhh!!!

My 2nd new jeans!!! The first one was bought when I was 18 as well!!!! Uhuhuhuuu..

There's another 2 tray of gift that would be a ring and a sunglass. It would be completed tomorrow. Yeahhh!!! Going to Nilai tomorrow to buy some of the wedding stuffs. Huhuhu!! Oh Allah please bless our marriage and please don't try us with your test and obstacle. Amiiinnn..

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Hantaran, from my own definition is something related to malay custom or is it?? Because most of current malay wedding custom is actually comes from Hindu's custom. They have dowry and those gifts on the silver plates. So, honestly if you ask me, I'm not sure how 'hantaran' comes into our wedding's picture, but we just follow the flow aren't we?

For a guy, well I do think I speak for millions of guys out there, the 'hantaran' is not a crucial part of our wedding or our big day. We don't really give a damn if suddenly 'hantaran' is not anymore part of the malay wedding custom. Maybe we would gleefully accept it!! But as this hazardous change is totally impossible, now we gonna speak how 'hantaran' fits in our life, men that were about to marry his loved ones.

We might want to buy expensive things or on cotrary as frugal as we could. For me, personally 'Hantaran' is something that I need. It might be something that I've been carving for so long, or simply something that I need to use. Do you wanna know what's inside my head right now for my Hantaran? Here is the list ;

1) Sport shoe - one that can be worn for my sepak takraw and leisure.
2) Tennis shoe - coz the one I've been using slowly worn out
3) Sandal - My adidas sandal has been living his full life with me for the past 3++ years
4) Helmet - Since I ride my new FZ150, I don't really have a decent helmet for the fast wind when I ride my bike fast
5) raincoat - Hahaha..the one I have now is not really water resistant anymore. Why not put it inside the list?? Plus it's rainy season now.
6) External Hard disk (preferably 1TB and above) - well, have been wanting to buy one of these as my pictures are getting more and more and consuming my 40GB hdisk of my company laptop. For the time being, I'm using the courtesy of my housemate to store my digital data inside his. Huhu..
7) Jeans - I bought my new one only twice. The first jeans when I was 17 and another one 4years ago from the uptown Danau Kota when I was a streamyx call center personnel. Other than that, I think I bought a bundle one that costs Rm10, I thinkI've bought 2 of them.
8) A cap maybe. I never have a decent cap. I want one so bad now as I'm playing tennis now. Hehehe.
9) Sweater/wind breaker - so want the 3lines adidas one. I bought mine, cheetah when I was in my first year in UPM. That's 8 years ago. Red one and I've been using it since now. I've also bought around 5 more bundle. 1 was torned out because of an accident. The rest have been used every now and then.

Hmm..see. So far these are my 'hantaran'. As we have discussed to have 7 - 9 for our hantaran. Hehehe..But I think the helmet and the raincoat need to be omitted. They can be replaced with sweets and chocolates..Hehehe..

Fancy things like perfume, watch, I don't really need them. I always forget to spray some perfume when I went out. I've been blessed with odourless body thanks to Allah. So, a roll of my deodorant to prevent sweaty armpit should make my day with ease.

Hmm..how much would the list costs???

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Some more of the pictures taken during my 070809 visit to Cembam's place. Enuff said. So lazy to type more..

Trying to play around with the sun blaze effect. One of the effect I would use on my clients' bridal pictures. You might have bumped into this kind of effect.



Cembam unwrapping the sata and the otak-otak that we bought earlier before our picnic evening



Cembam's attempt to jump

Of course mine is better

Running with love??ahaha!!

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May 14th 2006 - We watched this movie at TGV KlCC. It's always watching movie when we just sitting somewhere speechless without nothing to talk about.

As some of the movies were unplanned, we usually watch those with suitable timing. Easy to pray and had our meal.

This movie is nice. Another version of titanic.

June 25th 2006 - Stay Alive

A very thrilling movie to be watched with Cembam. It was the first movie with this kind of violence I watched with her.

I was evaluating how would she reacts when she watched it. Terrified like shouting or etc. But it turned up she could calmly watch it.

I've already forgot some of the movies that we watched before we were officially a couple. Various kind of genres and we loved everyone of them. I put it in this very blog because most married couple would not be going to the cinema anymore. Some would go once they have kids, to entertain their kids.

So, I just want to make it a memoir that when I was young and dangerous once, I did watch movie with my partner..yeahh..ahahaha

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Hari sabtu, 8 haribulan - mlm sebelum tu aku bermalam di Muara resort Pantai Balok Kuantan. Citer yg aku terasa lain mcm masa dapat bilik ujung tu. Aku dpt tukar bilik. N aku dpt tido ngan lena. Pagi tu Cembam smpi resort tu, so kami gunakan la voucer utk 2 org sarapan kat resort tu. Makan nasi goreng. sementara tggu Cembam aku ada amek gambar aku sorg2..saja berlatih.

Kira ala2 model FHM la ye dak...ekeke..then aku bertolak ke Kemaman. Cembam ada kelas pagi tu. Kami terus ke umah cembam. Cembam gi kelas, aku tido kat umah dia. Bila dia balik n habis kelas kami kuar makan tengahari. Tak tau nk kemana, terus try jenguk zoo kuantan. Cembam kata tak best..tp drpd tk buat pape kan..lgpun tiket tgh promosi 5 hinggit je. Aku sempat bli rambutan n bawak msuk.

Jalan2 dlm tu mmg cari port utk bergambar pre-wedding kunun2 tu..tp mmg redup n gelap. Nk amek gambar binatang pn payah. Last2 jupe jmbtn gantung...kosong je..so aku decide amek gambar kami kat situ lah..ehehehehe

Cembam kelihatannya dh mula biasa bila aku tujukan lense pada dia..senyuman dia pn semakin rileks dan santai..Hehehe..ada la org lain lalu lalang..tp bila tgok tripod aku setup tu..takde la diorg syak lain2..aku kelihatan profesional masa tu...

Apa pun..aku masih perlu berlatih utk memberi snyuman yg manis time kawin nnt...huhuhu...kena berlatih senyum yg tak menampakkan sangat kesimpangsiuran gigi2 aku...huhuhu..

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We declared on 7th July 2006 after we have deeply think about it. We have known each other for months and I asked Cembam if we could start being a couple. Of course I've already know she would say yes..ahahha. Jangan mare Cembam..It's just one of my capability.

The relationship is declared just via email. No fancy candle light dinner or sort. Just a simple email and when Cembam said Yes, I still remember I replied him "Yeaaa...aku ada awek...". Ahahaha!!

Like usual, we had our first real date 2 days after that at KLCC. We didn't really plan anything special. We wandered around KLCC, to the park and ended up in the queue to buy Superman Returns movie ticket. I still remember we browsed books in Borders and bumped into our lecturer when we did our english training at Internexia, Mrs Susan.

We had a wonderful day as always.

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Just finished my tasks for today. Waiting for the other party to do their part in order to rectify all the issues. Hmm hmm..feeling itchy and feeling so boring. I decided to write down about movies that I've watched with Cembam.

When we were still trying to figure out whether we were meant to be together, whether we fit with each other, we hang out couple of times which mostly at the malls in KL. Mid Valley, KLCC and ETC. But mostly in KLCC because Cembam was staying at Wangsa Maju and KLCC is the best place along the stations.

The first movie we watched was My Girl and I and it was our first date. No specific reason. We didn't even intend to lighten up the romantic mood or what so ever (I dunno if Cembam has that intention..=p). But because we both like to watch Korean film and we both love the heroine. So we decided to watch it. A nice movie though.

Then we watched Tiger and the snow for our 2nd movie but I forgot whether it was during our 2nd date or what. But it's on 18th April 2006. It was chosen by Cembam. It's a spanish I think..but definitely not an english movie. A romantic movie but it turned out to be still nice to be watched.

Before we declared ourselves as a couple, we dated for few times and we always ended up watching movie because Cembam was so silent that time. I shared a lot about me but she just listened. I had to ask her to share some specific stories in order for her to talk about it..hehehe..So Cembam

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I didn't sleep again after my prayer this morning. Have set my mind the night before that I would upload more pictures while watching Federer playing. Managed to upload the 2nd batch of 070809 pictures. Ekeke..But I uploaded them in the office. The so called no.1 broadband is as sucks as a odourless shit!! Fuck you celcom broadband!! Ahahaha!! Cursing in Friday..niceee...

Ok, back to the main course. After I checked out from Black Stone Resort, we went to Pantai Balok hoping for a better view of the beach. But the beach was so empty. No one was taking a dip. It was Friday and there were just few cars parked near the beach. I wanted to stay in the car, opened up the window and laid back on my seat enjoying the wind. But I was afraid we would end up kena cekup coz the beach was so empty.

So, I spotted a playground nearby and suggested to Cembam to have our 'pre-wedding' shot. Ehehe. We want to practice more on our smiles and our pose. Ekekeke. So, I brought out the tripod and getting prepared with some poses in my head. So these are some of our pictures. It was fun and Cembam was sporting enough to obey all the instructions.

Sayang gambar ni cantik..tp mata Cembam tertutup sebab panas. HUh!!

Aku kelihatan kurus kat gambar ni. Cam faizal hussein pn ada...ptut masy ada simpan perasaan kat aku..ahahaha!!! NI sume sbb berjimat nk kumpul duit kawen la ni

A very natural smile or rather, chuckle from Cembam. Kucin tu elok je berteduh bawah punggung Cembam..bawah bayang..ahaha

Yeah..hidup penuh keriangan..ekeke

Pose skema sbb Cembam mmg skema..aku kena folo..ahaha

Rasa kacak lak aku kt blkg tu

Antara pose terakhir..ehehe

Hope you guys would like them. Happy Friday!!

Gambar first tu aku ckap kat Cembam, "ko tgok ko senyum..sebijik mcm mak kau..baik aku date ngan mak kau je..ahahaha..sila senyum lebih manis

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Huuu..tak tau nk surf apa lagi..aku gatal tangan je ni haa nak menaip. Ekekeke..

Aku pergi birhday party and anniversary kawan aku Marlena and Zuhri siang tadi smpi ke petang. Tak main takraw aku. Tp dia mintak aku amek gambar sekitar majlis n telatah anak dia. Tp anak dia pemalu depan lense..payah la nk dpt shot menarik..hatta nk dapat shot dia senyum pn seksa gak.

Tp citer kat main blog aku la pasal ni. Aku sembang ngan kawan baru aku si Sher n Azwin masa kat majlis tadi. Ada citer pasal bertunang. Diorg berdua baru nk bertunang n si Sher pn jemput aku minggu depan pertunangan dia. Hmm..so sbb aku dh tunang dia tnya la. Hehehe..of course diorg terjkejut sbb aku amek masa seminggu je decide nk tunang kan..preparation yg tak seberapa.

N of course lg terkejut bila aku ckp aku call Cembam setahun 4-5 kali je. Diorg kata kalau diorg, lama dh clash..ahahaha. Nk wat camne..aku beruntung la kira. Cembam tak perlukan itu sume utk tau aku care kat dia. Lgpun kami tak byk benda dh nk disembangkan. Kami dh kenal hati budi masa Cembam dok KL dulu. Sll gak jumpa..so tkde pa nk digayutkan kat tepon.

I am so lucky to have U Cembam as my partner..ehehehe..tak pening kepala aku..peace!!!

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"Kawan ko yg mn ek...ko suke la yg ramah2 ek..yela aku x ramah kn"

Hee..Cembam meseg malam tadi. Aku pergi majlis doa selamat pembukaan Cafe Island Red Cafe dua kawn aku sebagai Join Venture dgn owner kedai tu. Bertungkus lumus diorg berdua 2-3 bulan ni utk setup kedai tu. Akhirnya kedai tu akn dibuka sabtu ni kat Percint 15 Putrajaya.

Masa aku makan2, GF Am pn smpi dengan baju kebaya dia. Am mmg sibuk habis la layan org2 kuat IRC and tetamu2 yg lain. So Am suh GF dia, Diana dok semeja ngn kitorg. Aku ni jenis yg cuba comfortkan org ngan ajak sembg2 skit. And it turned up Diana ni pn ramah juga. Sembang2 la jugak ngan kitorg pasal dia gi kedah apa sume.

SO sbnrya senangn kalau awek or wife kita jenis pndi bawak diri..ramah skit2 ngan sapa2 je. Jadi Am tu pn tkyah la nk risaukan awek dia boring ke apa ke. Aku sll meseg keramahan awek2 org lain ni kat CEmbam sbgi cara aku nk smpikan yg dia patut camtu. Memang la CEmbam pendiam n aku suka dia cmtu..Tp skang dia byk gak bercakap ngan aku..mknanya dia buleh la bersembg. Just sesuaikan diri tu kot yg sukar skit.

Harapnya bila dh jadi cikgu ni dia lg pandai bergaul la. Jadi kalau bawak mana2 event bercampur ngan isteri kawan2, tunang kawan2, GF kawan2 tu dia leh bawak diri. Aku pn tak risau dia keburingan ke apa..NAk dia enjoy skali dengan apa shja event aku gi. Kan ke best???

So cara aku, aku meseg la yg aku tgh makan..temankan GF kawan ni..Tp dia ok..peramah dgn harapan dia leh catch up la cara aku didik dia..=]. Harapnya catchup la.

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Semalam cembam meseg...n sume explanation pn dh bg. Dh agak n aku paham sgt si Cembam tu. Dia rasa sunyi..aku dok jauh..so kadang2 nk cari pasal..emo..hehehe..

tp dh ok..=]

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Smlm berlalu sudah..mmg takde meseg pn dr Cembam. Masing2 mempertahankan ego. Masing2 tknak meseg. Aku bukan lah tknak meseg..tp aku cm fedup..skit je la fedup tp sebenarnya lebih pada nk mengajar how she should behave or react on certain issue.

Mcm yg kali ni dh nyata2...dia melatah atas sebab yg salah. Sendiri bg soalan..pastu jawapan yg diterima tk dpt nk diproses dan direlate ngan baik. Came to a totally wrong conclusion. Nak marah2..padahal salah inteptret jawapan. Aku tknak la tiap kali cmni..akugi pujuk terangkan..She should learn..kena blajar fikir dulu betul2 sblum main sembur.

Aku pn tak tau la smpi berapa lama fasa tak bermeseg ni akan berlarutan. N aku pn tak tau samada aku akan start meseg dulu. Aku terasa cm nk biar je. Hari tu dia siap ckp bad mood. Dh tau bad mood tarik la napas dalam2 n baca meseg elok2. Ni main tiaw tak tentu pasal. Ni benda besa n normal utk kebanyakan org. Aku tak memburukkan pn tunang aku..tp nk dia blajar =]. Cmne nk handle emosi, bad mood apa sume tu.

Jgn tetiba nnt aku mengalah, aku call dia mintak putus ke apa..lg le nampak ntah apa2..we'll see..Hmm.. Cembam cembam..hope you are doing fine...

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Berbalas mesej ngan Cembam smlm. Cembam tnya kot2 Fikri (tunang adik aku) kena ngorat kat sekolah ngan anak murid dia. Aku cakap..tak mungkin la Fik tergugat sbb dia crazily in love ngan adik aku..huhu..so then start la meseg2 jenis yg aku nyampah..tp aku layan je.

Cembam : ko x crazy luv kat aku ke?
Aku : Ko rasa? ko crazy luv x kat aku?hahaha
Cembam : Aku tny dulu..ko jawab la dulu
Aku : Kan dh jawab tu (upanya tak jawab..ahaha) xtau..xpasti
Cembam : teruknya..ada lak tak tau n tak pasti
Aku : Aik? senyap plak?
Cembam : Abis, watpe nk kawin kalau tak tau n tak pasti
Aku : aku dh bg jawapan. ko camne?
Cembam : tak guna gak jawab..ko pun tak cintakan aku
Aku : Tgok..pndai kondem ek. Ko x jwb lg. Ko crazily in love ke ngan aku?
Cembam : aku tak crazy..aku waras lagi
Aku : Ceh, lg ntah pape jawapan
Cembam : so what??ko pn tak tau n tak pasti cinta kat aku pn kan?
Aku : ntah pape la ko ni..cuba cek balik soalan asal dia td apa? Tu yg menyampah lyan soalan2 camni
Cembam : Emmm..nape? salah faham ke..aku xdak mood la..aku xnak cari pasal nnt len jadi
Aku : Dh tu..ko la cari pasal. Ntah pape. Pndi tnya. Tp tak jawab. tak jawab camne nk dpt explanation jwpn aku..ceh!
Cembam : ko nk explain ape...sila jawab b4 aku pk -ve
Aku : Haha...malas nk jawab..ko pn x jawab

And pagi ni Cembam tak call bngunkan aku subuh cam biasa. Mlm tadi pn aku tak meseg dia. Saja je tggu dia meseg. Aku mmg kalau tetiba salah faham benda remeh mengarut ni malas aku n pujuk ke apa..kalau mmg salah aku takpe. Ni, dia tak paham jawapan ngan soalan gi marah kata tak chenta lak. Klakar tol..bior kan dia..ahaha.

tnya soalan samada aku crazily in love with her. Aku jawab la tak pasti. Crazily ok..Aku byk kali putus..takde harap la nk crazy habes cintakan someone. Kalau tetiba Cembam tk nak kawin ngan aku n putuskan hubungan kata cam dh tak perlukan laki (mcm kadang2 dia timbulkan isu ni)..takdenya aku nk berlapar nangis2..merayu gila babi..jatuh sakit atau wat mende bodoh sbb crazily in love with Cembam.

Love and crazily love tu lain. I'm the first one. Maybe dh kawin baru try crazily tu. Tp Cembam dpt jawapan meseg aku smlm tetiba kata aku tak chenta plak. Ceh..tu yg aku malas nk jawab soalan2 jenis cmni dr dia. Sll aku suh dia jawab dulu..kalu dia tak jawab mmg aku tk jawab. Kali ni saja tgok respon dia bila aku jawab dulu. Mmg betul la sangkaan..jadi camtu...ahaha..apa daa.

Kita tgok bila dia nk msg aku blik. Huhu..malas nk pujuk.

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It has been almost 5 months after Cembam and I were engaged. But so far, everything went OK. I was afraid that during the engagement period, the challenge would be unbearable, quarrel everytime till u start thinking whether u have chose the right person to be with you for the rest of your life..Well, these are the negative thinks that bundled up before I was engaged. All thanks to my friends whom shared their own experiences during the engagement period.

Alhamdulillah, so far Cembam and I are just busy with our own working life. We keep on texting each other. Cembam would call me every morning to wake me up for my subuh prayer while I, on the other hand...haven't call her except for something extremely important. Hehehe..Yup, this is how our relationship going on. Both of us don't really need super attention or some sort of security on 'Do you really love me'.

We have met only twice since our engagement. Maybe it's the best for us. Stay separated till the big day. Make the passion and the love strong..maybe??ahahahaha!!! Thinking of paying her a visit the first weekend of July..Hmmm...

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Texting Cembam while watching Final French Open Tennis Championship Final between Federer and Schodeli. Well, Federer won the title. An enormous support on his back from the fans, and the spectators. Majority of them in the stadium were supporting him. What a pressure to have an opponent like Federer.

Cembam sent me MMS of pictures take from her mobile phone when she visited Taman Tamadun Islam with her family. She said she didn't manage to fully vistit the place. maybe next time I could go with her. Hehehe

Here are the pics sent by her;

Cembam is wearing that kind of veil for the first time...Hmm wonder if it really suits her face..hehehe

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