Yay!!! Cembam is coming here next wednesday. My birthday!! I've already applied leave from Wednesday to SUnday. The wednesday and thursday would be spent with Cembam and the rest for my family...ehehehe!!

Cembam's gonna buy me a new shoes!! Yeah!! I want to buy the one that can be used to play sepak takraw and for casual use at the same time.

Really looking forward to meet Cembam after almost 2 months of our engagement. Oh..speaking of enagagement..Cembam lost her diamond. THe engagement ring with a small diamond that is claimed to be firmly stick on the ring is no more. Damn!! That chinese towkey said it's gonna be OK.

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My birthday is approaching. It's not really specially celebrated every year though. It would only be meaningful if I have a GF. Who else would celebrate it for you??ehehehe!! Last year, I got a bag from Cembam for my birthday and a 4GB pendrive. However the pendrive has been lost. My friend lost it. Damn!! Sorry Cembam. I really appreciate everything you gave me =[.

I asked Cembam the other day to give me a nike or adidas shoe for my upcoming birthday..ahaha!! I want it to play sepak takraw of course. I have one pair for leisure purpose. The week of my birthday falls on school holiday. Really hope Cembam could come here to spend a day at least with me.

The other night Cembam asked if she couldn't come during the week, how could we buy my shoe together. Then I jokingly said I'd buy myself and then give her the receipt to claim the money from her..ehehe!!. But Cembam is OK with the idea.."not more than RM200", she said..Yeaayyy!!!! Cembam is so cool!!!ahahaha!!!

Even after we engaged, I rarely call her cellphone. We prefer text message. We know there's nothing much to talk in the phone. But Cembam understand my way. She rings me every morning to wake me up for my subuh prayer like usual. So, everyday I can hear her voice.

So far, our engagement has nothing interfere. Oh, except there's one time my Ex when I was in UPM texted me saying congrats for my engagement that she knew from my blog. I told Cembam about it. There's a bit fuss made by Cembam...but in the end we get into an understanding..hehe

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It's almost a month after my engagement to Cembam..huh?? Not even a month yet? This is the first time I think the time passed a bit slower than usual..hehe. So far nothing bizarre had happened. Maybe because of the distance, no time to quarrel or no reason to sulk..ekeke.

Hmm..but 2 nights before, we had some text conversation.

I went to my EX GF (I'm not sure the term is fit for those years or not =p)'s engagement day. She's already booked me weeks before the event. I wasn't feeling really well that day, but still in a good condition to go for the job.

Ok, skip the detail part of it as I've already wrote about it in my other blog. So. that night Cembam texted me with a testing intention message.

"Didn't U feel anything (referring to Iza's engagement)"

"Feel?? Maybe a bit sad if we weren't engaged yet. But we've already engaged..so, nothing"

"Eleh..is that so?"

Hahaha..a word of war declaration. So want to test me la Cembam. I replied something then she replied, "Ohh..I didn't have the mood to ask anymore. U didn't seem interested to answer it". Ekekeke..Reading that, I reverse-phsyco her.

"Try be in my shoe. I asked you whether u felt anything looking at your X engaged. Then U say no..and I just replied..eleh..yeke..How would you react?"

"I don't understand"

Ciihh..act like she didn't understand..kiki. So far that's the only issue during our engagement. The rest of the days seems to be fine and calm. Eventhough we are engaged now, I'm still the old me..I think I never call her just to say Hi or say how much I miss her. I'm not that kind of guy and so far Cembam is OK with that.

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Afiqah baru melangkah masuk ke alam persekolahan sekolah menengah. Alhamdulillah, UPSR dan Sijil Agama nya cemerlang. Ada juga tawaran yg datang ke rumah, tp hanya dibiarkan begitu. Biarlah dia bersekolah di kampung saja. Dekat dengan abah dan mak..boleh tolong tengok tengokkan mak.

Abah menghadiahkan Afiqah sebuah basikal utk kejayaannya. Amat sukar utk si abah menghadiahkan sesuatu begitu. Tp anak2 sangat faham. Di benak mereka, alasan tidak berduit disemat. Tp abah skrg sudah kaya. Kebun sawit yg diusahakan bersama anak2 kala kecil dahulu skarg membalasa jasa. Berbuah bertan-tan. Suatu ketika sebulan abah mampu meraih hampir 3 ribu. Tetapi, sifat abah..hampir kesemua duit hasil itu dimasukkan ke dalam akaun abah.

Hari itu, Afiqah dihadiahkan sebuah basikal oleh pihak sekolah atas kecemerlangannya. Basikal kali ini lebih ranggi. Mountain bike yg bergear. Kami bergembira utk Afiqah atas hadiah tersebut. Ttp lain pula cerita si abah. Dia mula mengeluh. Membazir duitnya saja abah kata. Abah kata kalau dia tak ikut kan saranan mak utk membelikn basikal utk Afiqah, takdelah smpi 2 buah basikal yg ada.

Apa lah masalah basikal smpi dua. Boleh diberi kepada si kakak utk ulang alik ke kelasnya di UPM sana. Lagi pula, boleh dijadikan basikal spare yg satu lagi itu. Tp bg abah..ia suatu masalah besar. DIa bertekad mahu menjual basikal pemberiannya. Ketika kami pulang ke kampung, kami sudah pn memberitahu abah yg dia tidak perlu menjual basikal yg satu lagi itu.


Kelmarin, mak menelefon aku. Missed call nya aku fahami. Lalu aku terus menghubungi mak. Tangis esak aku dengari di hujung talian. "Abah jual basikal adik". Benda pertama yg mak lafazkan pagi itu. Dia bercerita dgn kesedihan. Mengapa dijual padahal si kakak mahu menggunakannya nnt. Tp si abah kata si akak taknak basikal tersebut. Diam2 dia jualkan kepada orang yg membantunya di kebun sepeninggalan anak2 laki nya yg tak dapat membantu di kebun.

Mak hulurkan telefon kepada Afiqah. Aku memujuk adik utk sabar dengan karenah abah. Bukan lah kita tidak tahu perangainya mmg begitu. Adik mengiyakan sambil menangis sedikit. Bagi adik hadiah abah itu bermakna kerana pemberian yg julung2 kali dari orang tuanya.

"aku tak kisah abah jual basikal tu. tapi tadi ditolaknya emak smpi terduduk". Mendengar penjelasannya aku terkaku sebentar..Abah..abah. Tidak berubah. Malah makin teruk semakin usianya meningkat.

Pagi tadi aku telefon emak bertanya khabar. Mak bercerita lagi sedikit apa yg terjadi pagi basikal itu mahu dijual. Bila emak memarahi abah, abah kata emak melawan dan mengangkat tangan. Adik menjerit sambil menghalang. Ditekan adik ke dinding sambil mahu dipukul. Emak pula merangkul abah utk menghalang. Abah berpaling ke arah mak seraya mahu menampar mak. Emak mencabar...emak mengingatkan abah suatu masa dulu perkara yg sama telah berlaku..mengingatkan abah hanya tinggal satu talak saja antara dia dan abah. Abah tak jadi memukul emak.

Abah bentak2 mahu menghantar emak pulang. Mujur emak yg mendengar dan sentiasa ingat pesan aku utk betahkan saja perangai abah tidak membalas. Jika membalas dan melepas perasaan, rasanya mmg sudah di kampung emak sekarang.

Abah abah...dulu kau menangis2 meminta emak pulang ke rumah. Bila emak duduk di rumah makcik Diah. Kau lupa abah? Hebat sangatkah kau mahu tinggal seorangan??

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